Hello beautiful readers, friends and family, 🌹
I wanted to share a little piece of my life with you.
Some years ago, I think it was almost 8 years ago, I started to search who I really am and where I come from. I knew my mother was Brazilian, my father was German and I was born in Germany growing up in Mexico and studying in Germany.
I wanted to know more about who I was and from where I come from, so started doing my researches and my first information was that I come from a little island near the Amazonian Forest in the Atlantic Ocean from my mother’s side and that I am probably Native American of Brazil. From my father’s side it was clear: a nordic German. But from my mom’s side it was very unclear with all the unsecure information I was becoming. I couldn’t ask any family over there, because I was told that the small family that existed once, all died because of age (Grandmother and two sisters) and there wasn’t more family. The family who showed up and claimed themselves Native American, was a mistake. Well in such a journey this kind of things happen and we have to stay strong and keep on going focusing on our goal.
I kept on doing my research and learned that Brazil, very similar to the USA, is a Country composed full of different nationalities like African, Asian, European and Polynesian. For some reasons, maybe this unexplained attraction I had since little to Hawaii and specially for Hula, I kept on doing my researches about the Polynesian emigration to South America and vualá I found some specific biological marks that are typical of almost all the people that come from Polynesia, specially from Tahiti that my mother had and she inherited to me.
For me this biological proof was enough to find finally peace and know who I am. And I believe that the Universe/God/Life or whoever we believe runs this World, helped me and pushed me in the right direction.
It also explained why I am such a tropical person and have big problems to adjust to this cold weather in Germany for years and now in Scandinavia, eventhough I love Scandinavia, its people and culture with all my heart, this long cold winter and unstable weather is not the best for my health. And it explains,as a Tropical person, that for me are a plantbased lifestyle and diet the most effective and healthy.
But for me personally my journey “Who am I?” is now closed with the most beautiful peace I can feel. I found a balance of being an European, a German and a Brazilian with Polynesian Ancestors.
I think it is a beautiful fusion and sincerely I ❤ it !
If you have the same feeling of knowing who you are and where you come from, I recommend you to do it and walk the journey, ups and downs will be on the way, but by always focusing on your goal everything will balance out and we recognize why things happen, that they always have a reason and that they always bring us foward, till we reach our goal and life can be so rewarding.
I’m ❤ my life.
So if you were following my blog or Facebook or Instagram, you know I was searching a place for my future for most of the time in the year in a more Tropical place, it was between México, Hawaii and Brazil… but now life gave me enough information about a place that is 100% perfect, with everything I have dreamed of: between 16 – 20 degrees all year! Over 250 days sun, at the Ocean and a fusion of Americans and Europeans where I don’t need to give up my European living standards, because this is one of the things I didn’t wanted to give up… yes I am a bit spoiled and I believe that I deserve it :)
The best is I already know this place, I was there and felt in love with the place and specially with the people full of good vibes, like here in the South of Scandinavia ❤
In March 2015 I also had my 2 year Raw Vegan birthday. Now only 6 months to complete the basic body and soul healing…and yes most of the issues I had are healed. This is for me a lifestyle I will keep all my life, because not only doing good to myself, but also to animals and the environment and I believe that the healing process will keep going on after this 2 1/2 years.
I have many changes in this 6 months, so much possitive beautiful things going on, that I will be much lesser on social media focusing on all the new things and new beginnings.
And I hope to be much more richer on ideas and creativity to share many surprises I have in mind with you 🎁.
Till then, stay well, stay healthy and take care 💐
Much love, hugs and kisses 💋